Grief, life, my life

Hopelessly sad

A smile does not mean you are happy
A laugh does not mean you are not crying.
I long for the day when this vice like grip of pain is gone.
Stay strong, people say.
How can one remain strong when the world is collaborating your demise.
I am tired. Very tired.
I wake everyday with tears in my eyes and no hope.
My life was stolen.
All my dreams are gone.
I pass each day in a haze.
Fighting the urge to end the pain permanently.
Praying to an invisible force to give me the strength to make it through each moment.
A fake smile.
A forced laugh.
Just so I dont have to hear the voices of others  telling me not to worry.

🌹Athena-Goddess of wisdom🌹

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