hope, life, love, my life

Indecision

What’s the issue
I’m a normal woman
A great catch
Now you don’t know what you want
First you want me
Then you don’t
You hooked this fish
Just to throw her back
Make up your mind
Damn it!
I don’t like roller-coasters
They make me sick.

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life, my life, Sorrow

I hate change

In a moment
My life was changed.
Changed completely.
My happiness evaporated
Into thin air.
I can see the revolting stares from others
They see me as a failure.
All my life has been a fight.
A battle to fight the tears and pain.
The moment when I was truly happy, the rug was pulled from under me.
Now I must change my life again due to one misfortune after another.
I must move my belongings into a strange place.
I must live alone for the first time in 25 years.
Searching for the meaning of all this misery.
I do want to be happy again, truly happy.
But how can I be when part of my heart is missing?

🌹Athena-Goddess of wisdom🌹

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Grief, life, my life

Hopelessly sad

A smile does not mean you are happy
A laugh does not mean you are not crying.
I long for the day when this vice like grip of pain is gone.
Stay strong, people say.
How can one remain strong when the world is collaborating your demise.
I am tired. Very tired.
I wake everyday with tears in my eyes and no hope.
My life was stolen.
All my dreams are gone.
I pass each day in a haze.
Fighting the urge to end the pain permanently.
Praying to an invisible force to give me the strength to make it through each moment.
A fake smile.
A forced laugh.
Just so I dont have to hear the voices of others  telling me not to worry.

🌹Athena-Goddess of wisdom🌹

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my life, Sex

Wow!!!

As you take me by my hand

I easily follow.

Blindfolded and bonded

You put me to my knees.

I worship you orally

Turned on by your moans.

Grabbing my hair

You guide my mouth.

I want more.

More of your moans and sighs.

You lay me on the bed

Fastening to the posts

“So you don’t get away”

Gently you spread my lips and

Look at my treasure

As though it was a work of art.

Your tongue explores every valley and canyon

My juices flow.

You drink my nectar

As a man dying of thirst.

Kisses all over my body

Making me writhe with pleasure.

You must want my touch

As you undo my restraints.

My hands follow every curve and swell of your body.

Our bodies are one

One heartbeat, one rhythm.

I can’t get enough of you

And you can’t get enough of me.

I want to engulf your whole body within me.

Even as we both climax

We yearn for more

We lay together panting

Asking “what do you do to me?”

There is no answer.

I love your scent

You say it’s our scent.

You say you love it so much

You hate to wash it away.

We plan our next encounter

Knowing it will be better than the last.

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