In a crowded room you are alone someone is talking to you but you do not hear that voice. You have friends you have neighbors but no one truly understands. They don’t understand the hurt the tremendous hurt of a smashed Broken Heart and nobody wants to hear it. Alone in my loneliness sex is a wonderful substitute but it’s very temporary when is deed is done is still alone the only cure for my loneliness I sleep at least in my dreams I can laugh I can cry but I’m never alone and I never feel lonely. There is one thing that will cure this loneliness but I’m afraid I’m afraid that if I do it I will be damned for eternity and then I would never see my beautiful treasure. So what to do with this loneliness. Sleep never fails me so I think I will return to the Land of slumber


Merry Christmas

I would like to thank God for allowing me to enjoy this Christmas season. I am truly blessed.
Merry Christmas to all!

🌹Athena-Goddess of wisdom🌹


My thoughts

I know my last post seemed anti men. But I was frustrated with men at the time. They seem not to be there when you need them and always around when you want to be alone. ¬†I still LOVE the male species. Just can’t figure them out.

I am one of those people who has been unlucky in the affairs of love. It seems so difficult to find an intelligent man to have conversation with. I have no problem with finding a great lover. Been very lucky in that department.

Just wish I could find an intelligent,  handsome lover who actually cares.




Society says women are emotional creatures

I find this to be untrue

Every man that I have met has been more emotional than me

Crying over the silliest things like not texting them or not caring.

If I had my way

All men would be corralled.

And taken out once in awhile for physical pleasure.

Emotional support they are useless.

That’s what girlfriends are for

🌹Athena-Goddess of wisdom🌹


Cherished memories

A soft stroke across my face

A kiss upon my hand

Warm hands caressing my skin

Producing goosepimples of pleasure

Running my fingers through your hair

A gentle kiss on my neck

Wrapping you with my body because it was where you needed to be

Warm embrace soft words spoken to each other in the darkness of the night

These are cherished memories I will hold close and dear as I move on through my life.